November;

I hate when evrything is fall apart, i hate when the ones who used to say iloveyou to me stop saying, i hate when the one who used to be always with me turn to the one who got away, i hate when spm is around the corners i still lost in my own illusion, i hate when the sun goes out but my world still dark, i hate whenever the memory convinced itself to tear me apart, i hate the feelings when i woke up alone in the morning, i hate when they said they love me but the they doesnt meant em, i hate when rains falls down as my tears falls on my cheeck, i hate when i read novels it can bring me to tears, i hate when i've being missing my late grandma and i need her so much but the facts is shes gone, i hate when i starts to smile then u changed my mood and cut off my smile on my face and last but not least friends with two faces put on their smile in front of me but holding knife at my back and guns on my head.